You ever find yourself in a place and you don’t really recognize yourself? You know it’s you just, different. That’s the space I’ve been in lately. It seems as if no matter how hard I try I just can’t seem to get a solid grip on things. It is as if all the situations that I have already been through are coming back around. I guess it is a higher power testing me to see if I learned from the original issues. It just feels like whenever I feel I’m going about something the way that feels right for me, someone is there to tell me I’m wrong and that I’m creating another problem. Just, feeling helpless. All this to say, I know we all get to a point where things don’t seem to make sense. We all get to feeling alone and like everything and everyone is against us. I choose to turn to gospel music to get me through. I know and respect that not all of my readers are believers, and that is completely okay. I also am not one to force my faith on anyone. I truly understand that some people just don’t feel the same way about spirituality and out of respect for you all please do not feel offended by this post. I am just sharing an aspect of my life with you all and hopefully this gives you all a bit of insight on me. I am not really big on church. I don’t believe that you HAVE to go to church to have a relationship with God. I feel that everyone who is a believer worships differently. The way that I find that I connect with Him is through music. Here are a few songs that I listen to that remind me that I am covered. That even when it seems like I have no purpose and no one to turn to, He is there. Hopefully this helps at least one of you all too.